what will this become.

i actually cant handle this anymore.
im in such a bad mood every moment of every day, because you just "cant?" tell me. you do realize that this will just rip us apart even farther, you lying (i guess you can call it). i cant make the effort anymore, if your not going to put forth any either.
im thinking if you dont bring it up in a months time, then i will...because then its only 2 months away from when all of this is suppose to happen.
what the hell can even be said?


3 days. yay life i guess.