ouch, i have lost myself...

and i am no where to be f0und.

life is sucking lately, sort of.
i dont let out my emotions and i dont tell people whats on my mind, except for with you i did. and thats just not there anymore. i wish i could hate you, i want to say that i hate you..because i really honestly feel like i do; but i miss you. and i hate saying that. but i really miss what we use to have, how we use to be able to tell eachother everything. i dont think ill ever have that again.
oh well?
i am glad that things turned out the way they did, im glad that i dont have you in my life anymore, im glad for the memories but i dont want to look back on them anymore.