reevaluation.

im not really sure what i want in life.
besides the fact that i want to finish college, get out of this shit ass town for a year or two (maybe do the nanny thing) and then go back to school to do my bachelors.

i reaallly want to go to ireland, its a must for me at this point in time...maybe thats where i could go to get away, do the aupair thing. meet a nice family and get paid for helping around their house and with their children. it would be an amazing experience, and maybe even in that time, i could meet a nice irish boy ! (keep dreaming, right?)

who really knows what could happen in between now and then, who really knows what life is actually meant to be.