the last

i always thought of you as my bestfriend- we were together always, through the good and badl forever. 17 years. but you think im a bitcvh, but try to be nice to me (maybe its just for work purposes) and im sick of it, im over it (it seriously feels like a bad breakup- and i know ive been complaining about it for months, but some times i just miss it). but im done being bitter, this is the last message on this topic; you were a part of my life that is no longer there, you chose him over me and im really okay now.

ive always thought of you guys as my great friends, but i didnt think i could do that best anymore- im scared to go through that again. but i think it might be okay now...as of lastnight, i consider you my best. i really do hope that its forever.