i went to visit with an old friend today, i havent seen her in about 6 months; im sure i wrote about it back then. im not really sure what to think, she has been through some messed up shit; it doesnt justify everything though. i dont really know where everything stands.
my mom and brother left for iowa on thursday to visit with my family. im a little angry that i didn't get to go...but i am going to Germany for a year, so i guess its justified as to why i wasn't invited. i just haven't seen them in about a year, and there is a new baby...that i won't get to meet for a while. needless to say, im stuck here with my dad for the week. thats a weird relationship...i feel like its better when moms not here though, he's a dick and drinks to much most days but with them gone; he actually talks to me and seems interested in my life (thats weird to get used to).
my mom and brother left for iowa on thursday to visit with my family. im a little angry that i didn't get to go...but i am going to Germany for a year, so i guess its justified as to why i wasn't invited. i just haven't seen them in about a year, and there is a new baby...that i won't get to meet for a while. needless to say, im stuck here with my dad for the week. thats a weird relationship...i feel like its better when moms not here though, he's a dick and drinks to much most days but with them gone; he actually talks to me and seems interested in my life (thats weird to get used to).
im pretty sure that i am leaving on the 19th of may; a little later than i wanted...but its happening! oh my goodness, i cannot believe that its happening. words cant even explain.
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