i need out of here so bad. this family is driving me to drink, and it seems that no matter what its me thats getting shit on. maybe i do lose my cool sometimes, but what do i owe to the family that lives in this house? (besides mom). im going to save the typing for tonight and spare you (if anybody actually reads this) the gory details, because its just the same shit on a different day.

nan comes home september 15th, i think ill be staying with her during the week inbetween working and everything. mom doesnt think that this should be put on me, but its nanny; and i will do anything that i can.