i hated 2010, flat out. of course there were the good things that happened and the amazing friends that i have that did nothing but make it a little better, but that never helps to the full extent you wanted it too.

i woke up on new years eve and continuously cried for an hour; happy, sad, hurt, excitement- im not sure what kind of tears they were; but they just wouldnt stop pouring out. so much happened in that year, all sorts of loss in one way or another and it proved to just be to much for me to handle. it really showed me not to take anything for granted and to make sure you say whats on your mind when its there because tomorrow could be to late.

im so unbelievably happy that year is over, lets hope for a better one this time around.