i guess its been a while...

went to the doctors about my 'passing out' episodes, he told it was seizures- i dont believe him. i know im not one that should go against what doctors say, but it just doesnt seem right. ive done my research on what happened to me, and i truly believe that it was all stress related because both times that it happened were during extremely stressful times in my life. we'll see though. the doc also told me that i have a cyst on my petuitary gland- apparently nothing serious right now, but i need to get it checked out in another six months or so to make sure that nothing has grown. i balled, of course- im just a huge baby.

even though nothing is wrong with me, i feel like im being semi treated differently by mom and dad because the doc said to keep me as stress free as possible- its odd, and i cant say that im fond of it.


finally, finally, finallyyyy... i got a full time position at work. which means that i only have three more night shifts left- ive been counting down for three weeks. i cannot even express how excited i am for this change; not only can my sleep hopefully get put back on track, but its a big step up in the direction that i would like to go.