another year is almost over; not going to lie, its been a great one. sure we've all had our ups and downs, but im happy right now- and i really do hope that i can bring in the new year this way.

christmas was today, and it was wonderful. my family from the states came home for the first christmas in i dont even know how many years; we were all together and it was amazing.

my grandmother called me the other day- the one i cut ties with a year ago. she told me she wanted another chance and me in her life...bluh bluh bluh. I didnt take it. i know some people out there would think im ridiculous over not giving my grandmother a chance, but the way i see it, if she really wanted me in her life, she would not have waited an entire year to tell me. im sick of her drama, and bullshit- none of it is worth it to me anymore. in the end, im the bigger person.