everything is settled in regards to the last post, which was quite a while ago.

everything is swell, I suppose. it's been quite a while (longer than usual) since I last seen him and I am starting to wonder if its over, or maybe the time isn't just there; either way, Im not to sure how I would feel if it was over. it might hurt a lot, although my heart isn't exactly attached. I just need to find a real someone, so I can forget about this one.

I'm semi worried about myself lately; I've been drinking a little to much. it's not an everyday thing, but when I go out its way overdone. Halloween night was the worst it's ever been for me- I don't know a single thing that happened and I'm covered in cuts and bruises.

roomate situation- still good, still loving my apartment. we've had one tiff, but it was confronted and all is good. just need to be better on the communication front.