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Sunday, May 24, 2009

so this is how it is eh?
how you were brought up is the way you want me to be, with no relationship at all?

we are off to a good start, ill tell you that much.

he asked me to start paying rent, in my own home- a home that i thought was suppose to be where your family wanted you and didnt think of you as just a barrior or an extra person under the roof. i know mom doesnt think of it that way but i wish she wouldnt have gotten herself into it; they always end up fighting about things that have to do with me and him, not him and her. i hate that. but i never knew that i was such a burden for you, i do stuff around the house (sure i could do more) but i dont ask anything from you- im independant, im paying for school all by myself and dont ask for any money from you, i dont ask for anything. its not like im a 30 year old still living in my parents house, im fucking 19; and everytime ive talked about moving out, im talked out of it. i dont understand where you are coming from- how do you expect me to pay for school if im paying you rent? guess i could always drop out, not go back. but then what would i do with my life? oh, and then you throw it in my face that you bought me a computer! i didnt ask for that, i was buying one myself...and you told me you were doing it because you pay for his baseball and all of his sports, and nothing for me...which is fine; ive grown use to that and sure im jealous, but what can you do? and you say the reasoning is so that you can teach me "life lessons", i dont like how you try to teach me what is 'good for me', because you dont know me enough to know what is good for me. stop trying, please.

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  1. Im going through the same thing right now, same age and everything, paying for school also. It just confuses me as to how parents can put their children in this situation.

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