nothings changed, but what else new. cant say as though i really expected it too.
deep down i knew that you wouldnt even try, but i really hoped. nothing i say now will ever change the way that you are. im just scared for you.

you know what i hate?
people who talk shit about people behind backs, its annoying as fuck and its completely fine if you really have a problem with somebody but then to go and act all nice to them on facebook saying how much you miss them and shit? groww up! seriously its annoying. it really makes me wonder what the hell you are saying about me!
"i have her at the tip of my hand, she will basically do anything that i want her too...because she's insecure, she will do anything"

i just dont know about anyone anymore...i just sit here and cry for absoloutley no reason, i feel like one person in particular is pushing away since im leaving for a year. and i hate that they are pushing away..maybe its just me that is over thinking things; but its not the way it used to be.

could going away possibly ruin my greatest friendships?
am i making a huge mistake?