proof.

its that time of year again, holy shit! this year has come and gone so fast.
merry christmas, too those who read it!(L)

went to her house last night; long story short, it was probably the worst you can imagine.
dad was absoloutley hammered (really, what else is new). acting like dick, the usuuaal. when i talked to you, you said you know and that you were trying. when are you going to prove this to me? when are you going to see the way that you are, that you are slowly ruining your life. im not saying anything anymore, ill let you do whatever you feel you need to...it hurts but if me saying that im worried once isnt going to help, then what the hell is? its noon, youve already had you baileys in the coffee (which is fine) but a caesar too? is this 3 now already. ohh its going to be a good day.

lets think positive, ill just ignore and pretend that everything is perfect. im good at that.