today is just not my day; finding out bad things left right and centre.

to start off very light, my new(er) ipod touch is not connecting to my computer so i cannot update, add new stuff etc etc to the damn thing. i cannot call because i am in another country and im veryy frustrated on what i can even do with this damn thing. i did not just payy 300dollars for this shit not to work on my computer!!! im not impressed. help me.

also, i talked to mom today and she told me that nan had fluid on her brain. they have to do brain surgery. i hope to life she is okay, i dont know how to deal with her not being okay.