today hasnt been one of the better days, but life isnt perfect so we'll go with it. went to ikea this morning for the first time, that was pretty decent and had lottss of cool stuff! i have a bitching headache that just makes me want to scream and there is no tylenol or such sort in the house. bahh. and the youngest kid is driving me a little nuts today, he's a great kid, dont get me wrong but really whiney when he doesnt get his own way; we were just playing with water balloons and one got me that was thrown by him so i got him back (the purpose of throwing water balloons...right?) and he started balling and went inside to mom (she told me he's always like this with water balloons and not to worry about it) so i didnt, i dont really care. but i came upstairs and he says to me "caitlin, you are shit!" like that was a punch in the gut, what 7year old says that!?!?!?!? ...and how do you really give him trouble when he wont even understand what im saying. so all i can say is "thats not nice, and very rude". im jusst nat feelin him/it today...probably due to the fact because of my headache and was worrying about nan all day long.

she in recovery by the way, mom says the surgery went well. thankfully!