i was just in a raunch the other day, worried about nan...thankfully she is doing good now though. mom told me she looked like an alien with the tubes in here head (i wish i could have had a picture)...but they're out now and the doctors still have no clue what caused this.

slept in the tent the other night with the boys, Bastian said i talk in my sleep (which i knew) ...but apparently i was rambling on about mom (cool).

think i finally got the hang of driving stick, what a huuuge relief...still a bit to get use to though.

went to the Netherlands on Saturday, not all its brought up to be...but I guess i really didnt see much. went to this huuge market that was pretty sweet and bought a new purse (what else is new) but its pretty sweet and looks real.

its sort of a little boring during the day when i have nothing to do, the boys have their friends or tobi plays lego alot...and i sit there and build things with him and everything but i just feel like he'd rather do that alone. anja said that she would really get things for me to do this week, so hopefully i dont feel like im just sitting around again. the family is great though, im sure there will be more things for me to do as time goes on.