things are going a bit better than the last post; sometimes i just get in those moods where everything that i have been keeping in for so long has just been built to far and eventually explodes. i guess thats what i get for not talking about anything, but i really dont think thats going to change anytime soon- no matter how much i think i try, i will never be good at talking about myself.

moved nan into a rehab center last thursday, she seems to be doing really good...but still has the slipups where things dont always make sense. its hard to explain. but she is doing amazingly considering the odds that ive read online and what the doctors told the family.

still looking for jobs, we'll see what happens.