started my new job today, not the overnight part...just getting to know people sort of thing. i think that it could actually work out, and that i will really enjoy it. everybody that i met tonight seemed to be pretty great; im just worried about how my part time job will take a toll on me. it a lot of working hours, and hopefully it doesnt burn me out...but im ready to take on anything.
nan came home last wednesday, she is doing so amazing. im so happy.
its hard to say whether she will ever be the same as she use to be, according to what ive read, its doubtful. however, she has already beat so many odds that were set against her in the beginning. of course i would love for her to get 100% better, but she's here...and thats really all i actually care about. she is still amazing, wonderful, and one of the few people that i can count on in this lifetime.
im worried about how much of a toll this is all taking on mom, she is getting frustrated with ron because it doesnt seem as though he accepts it. maybe he does, maybe he just handles it a different way. hard to say. but everything seems to be getting put on mom and lynn; obviously scott and i are here as well, and will do anything that we can...but we arent the ones that everything actually gets put on.
as for the other 'grandmother', i knew her trying to change wouldnt last long. its her loss; i told her that i was giving her one more chance and then i was over it. she is so unbelievably selfish and so fucking immature.
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