i cant believe that it is october first already, where has the time gone? before i know it...christmas will be here. time really does fly by to fast...i seen an old friend last week that i hadnt seen since grade eight when her family moved away. shes going through a lot...and i have a lot of respect for her mother for putting up with her, a lot of parents would have given up a long time ago.

i quit one of my jobs today. its really not for me, i would have become a nurse if i wanted to do that kind of work. however, even though ive only been there a short time...i love these kids and its going to be hard to leave them...they are so wonderful and have the best personalities you could ever imagine seeing in somebody.

went out for dinner the other night with a couple friends, somehow the grandma topic came up...and they were talking about how amazing they were etc. point being, it took all my might not to just breakdown and cry. maybe this has hit me harder than i would ever like to admit.