i passed out again on the weekend, and woke up convulsing (happened once before; last year). so, this time i decided maybe it was a good idea to go to the doctors to have it checked out. he imformed me that they were seizures and i have to go for blood tests and am awaiting phone calls to get an EEG done as well as an MRI. i know how serious those tests are because of nanny having to go through them last year, so being the baby that i most definitely am, i balled my eyes out as soon as i returned to my car. when i returned home, i stupidly google searched everything that the doctor had told me (BIG MISTAKE) because i balled my eyes out more and have since then been dwelling on the worst possibilities.
on another not so fun note, my plane was just taking off this time (11:40pm) last year to begin my adventure in germany. i did nothing all day (partly because i had just come off of nights) but mostly because i was upset that my adventure wasn't really that much of an adventure afterall. im not going to dwell on it though, because what was meant to be, happened, and im happy (for the most part) with where i am now.
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