nobody.

i really think its time to reevaluate some things.

im so over everything and everybody, i really feel like i should become a hermit; come to work, go home and not care about anybody.

like they say; "dont tell people your problems; 10 percent dont care, and the other 90 are glad that you have them"

i feel like im always the listener, for everybody's problems; i give advice, i talk them through their issues and im there for them, a hudread and ten percent. but when it comes to me, yah they listen, but they dont talk with me about it, they dont tell me its okay (seriously, nobody) and the subject is changed. or, they try to get whatever is going on out of me, but when i say its to complicated to type, ill call you- they're tired and maybe tomorrow. clearly its not that fucking important to you. one person asked me how my appointment at the hospital went, one (and i feel as though i have a good amount of friends); its really disappointing.

oh, and to top it all off; last week, a friend came out to me and told me that she thinks shes gay. of course im supportive, she is still the exact same person, it doesnt change who she is. but tonight; i message her to chat (shoot the shit, whatever) and for no reason completely cuts me out of her life, i didnt even get an explanation as to why. and i know that it is because of the insecurities of who she is or who she is becoming (however you want to put it) but im in complete shock.

fuck everybody.