everything is going well enough. some frustrations still, but nothing extraordinary that isn't feezable at the moment. im coming along..possibly starting to figure some things out.

i was talking to an old friend the other day, one that moved away, we sort of lost touch- because of distance. she is doing so well, and i am so happy for her. genuine happiness is all anybody should really ask for, thats what im going to start rooting for- now i just need to figure out how it is that i am going to get there.

and then i was reading a note that another old friend had written, after moving out west- he seems to be doing wonderfully as well, enjoying a different place and just loving life.
anyway, it got me to thinking... can i be really truly be happy here, in this town? if i havent found any ounce of it yet, is there still a chance for me? i mean, it took him moving out west to find that true fullfilment in life, i wonder if it would take something drastic like that for me to be happy again. i was truly happy when i was in Germany, experiencing something new and different- and while i dont think that i would move across the country again, or even as far as east or west, i think i might need somewhere out of this town. it could be good for me.