I think things are okay and are going to continue, but then I see pictures of a vacation and I wonder if he is going to change his ways and be faithful. I know he was unhappy and that he is there for the kid (which is honourable) but I need to ask for my own sanity what his thoughts are- because if he is becoming happy, I don't want to ruin a potentially good thing and ill try my best to back off. But if he's not, I think I'm okay with where things stand. I just don't want to get hurt, which I know will happen at some point.
I've made a new friend recently, there is only one thing- she has a huge thing for this guy that ive liked for a while and we've both fooled around with him. However, she's basically married with two kids. I did tell her that I would back off; mainly because I'm unsure of what his thoughts are and I don't want to ruin a good friendship if he just wants to mess around, so I won't do that. However, I can't say that if he came along and said he wanted something more, I would be able to turn it down because this crush was long before I knew anything about her.
Gahh. I don't even know what to think or do about anything; I just need to become a hermit and get my shit together.
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