I'm an overthinker for no reason, obviously. I knew my head was just screwing with me. 

this morning was different; I went to his house, where his family lives- I felt bad about that and it took me a while to say yes. but the conversation following was weird; he asked if I was in love with him and why I do "this" when I know what his his situation is. I was in shock by this question and need to wait until next time to get my brain figured out to discuss it- but no, I'm not in love with him. I care, but I'm confident in saying that I will be able to pull away before it gets that's far.