things got a little crazy. I thought it was over (I had my legit reasons) and confronted him on it, told him I thought I atleast deserved for him to tell me that he wasn't into it anymore- however, he is an asshole and didn't respond. I cried, and felt like my heart was broken. but then he messaged me a few days later, and it's right back to where it was. at one point since then; he told me we needed to cool off for a bit, because of being busy with his aspirations.. but within a couple days, we realized it wasn't over, or a break wasn't possible. it seems as though we just can't stay away from each other, and I don't get it. this has no future, why am I doing this to myself. why are we doing this to each other?