im an idiot and messaged him about a week ago.

in my defence, i was really drunk and seen him out.
but then he has the nerve to post something online about "leaving him alone"; yah i get it, its over. i honestly hadn't even thought about you until i was very inebriated and seen you.

I'm actually trying to move on- have somebody who is interested in me (who has been for a long time- over 2 years). &to be quite honest, I'm interested too... have been for a while, but i pushed him away because i always had a hope that fuck head would come around and want me. who knows if it could go anywhere...  i think that now I'm actually giving him the time of day, he is sort of skittish. i don't blame him, i was an ass and put him on the back burner. i suppose time will tell.