I gave in to him, of course; he's not somebody that I can say "no" too.
I'll get heartbroken again, but it is what it is- I'm happy in the moment.

The rest of my life is what it is. I'm not happy in my job anymore- I'm bored and need to find something new. I just don't know what it is that I am looking for.

I had a conversation with him the other night about getting older, making fun of me for being upset about it happening. I didn't think about this at the time, but I wouldn't be so upset about getting older if I had more accomplished. You know, not living with my parents (which I'm leaving again soon), be happy in my career, and I want a kid; I never thought I would hear myself say that (because I've never wanted that), but I do. I want a baby, preferably before I'm 30.

Where do you meet people? People that aren't him and can give me things that I want?