next month.

so soon, holy shite. i cant believe that i am leaving in fourty-four days! &placement is done next week, i cant believe that either. so surreal (college is almost over!) im going to be a little sad to leave my placement, i love it! these kids are amazing.

you'd think id be over or atleast be use to the way that i am treated differently than the rest of the grandkids by you, but im not; and everytime there is a family dinner or you are around i feel it. and i hate every minute of, im sorry i didn't come out with a dick. that would have been different...atleast i would have felt apart of your family.

went out saturday night, oh jesus.

there really is nothing that needs to be added there; behave? not at all. i will just leave it at my family would not be proud. who knew?