well, im coming home.
i dont really know what else to write other than that; my big adventure is over, but that just means that it wasnt meant to be. i still know that there is nothing that i can do at home for her, but i just sit here impatiently waiting for the next text message or phone call to tell me what is going on. i would go insane, i think i slowly was. thankfully the family is very understanding, they are actually the ones that mentioned it to me...they know its hard and that i just wouldnt be happy unless i was at home with my family. it is what i want, what i need, but i cant help but think about what im going to do once i get there. i didnt think id be ready to start my life (career) in a year, let alone now. im jobless, carless and i have no money to my name. i have no idea what im going to do.